| runaway |
[28 Mar 2008|05:35pm] |
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mood |
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music |
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incessant chatter that won't go silent. |
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in times like this, i sigh.
i wish things were different.
i wish i wasn't dependent on anyone but myself, not for money not for my education not for my happiness and peace.
i wish i could totally trust in God,and know He'll make it just fine.
i wish i had studied harder,taken a different path,gone to rj,gone to cornell.
i wish my future weren't so dependent on a certicate, but on what i could offer as a person.
i wish everyone could just go away, leave me alone,give me a break.
but if all things were different,would i still be the same?
my future seems so blahh, i could just cry.
contemplation is just a state of confusion with precise thought.
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