Current mood:	sad
Current music:	incessant chatter that won't go silent.
Entry tags:	faith

runaway
in times like this, i sigh.
i wish things were different.
i wish i wasn't dependent on anyone but myself, not for money not for my education not for my happiness and peace.
i wish i could totally trust in God,and know He'll make it just fine.
i wish i had studied harder,taken a different path,gone to rj,gone to cornell.
i wish my future weren't so dependent on a certicate, but on what i could offer as a person.
i wish everyone could just go away, leave me alone,give me a break.

but if all things were different,would i still be the same?
my future seems so blahh, i could just cry.

contemplation is just a state of confusion with precise thought.

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